the time is now

whoopeedoo! its march already! where did all the time go to???? well...we had chap go mei dinner the other night and yes i did remember the camera this time! so here goes! enjoy...
entree of grilled salmon on sticks! and ciabatta bread with pesto
mains~!
salted grilled fish
ginger beef
pork mince with chives
never miss the fried rice which is a must have!
agedashi tofu! yum! my japanese fren came over to help me with it!
then coz we must be healthy...here are the 3 veges!
stir fried courgettes, carrots and brocolli!
stir fried egg plant!
lastly beans and egg!
all the veges were fried by my fren coz he came and saved me! while i did all the other washing up! then we also had spare rib soup and plain rice but i forgot to take a picture of them! and sorry if the quality of the pictures a bit blur blur was not steady at all taht day...

hmm wad else...nothing much le...life here is ok! un iis pretty hectic! im about to go crazy!!!! but still hanging on! its another full day with lectures and a lab tomoro! and im going to feel so blur~! i didn even pay attention to the classes today....-_-'''

oh! today is nick's birthday! tho i don even noe if he reads my blog...but...
happy birthday nick!
tee hee~! okies! i shal be off...but before that! we shall ahve a clip from the latest single from NewS! woohoo!!! the hot guy hu sings first is my darling....haha

enjoy...

do you know me?

emotionally scar-ed,
feel like running away,
smiling in the corner,
is it real? or are you just putting on a show?
so you also have someone talking to you in your head too? telling you that he'll darken every ray of light that shines in?

welcome to my world...its dark its morbid and damp in here. there is no happiness there is no hope there is nothing. it is like a void that takes everything in and nothing comes out of it. but in the exterior it shows the sun the light the brightness the smiles the happiness of a lil girl...which one are you?

who are you? where are you? what are your plans? i don't know. why are you doing this to yourself? are you miserable? not quite...why so many questions? are you real? or are you just inside my head telling me that no one will ever be there for you?

is this me real? or is there someone else in here besides me?

happy valentine's day

hey all!!! happy valentine's day!!! and happy 19th birthday to me! one year older...gona make this a great year! i have tonnes i wana do this year! =) all the best i guess! for all of you thank you for all the support you gave me and all missing all of you from here wish you were all here in sheep land eating my food! =)
amy, stella, normah, phey feng, edine, sherly, john, kiong, zhi yuan, I MISS YOU ALL~!!!
hee hee hope you had a great val's day! =)
open all my pressies already! haha was so excited! they just kept coming! O__O from the mail from people from other people given to me by a third party! was real great! and to top it off see-ing dean in SUPERNATURAL! you WANT EYE CANDY>???? watch SUPERNATURAL and look for DEAN WINCHESTER!!!! haha im such a fan gurl...but when you see him you will understand...haha but i have to say that the best present is from my pamDA!!!! OMG!!! @#$#@%$#@ haha words cannot describe how happy i am! TH ANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! hee hee
hmm chinese new year is coming up! its gona be another food entry soon! ;)

ps...is valentine's day over commercialised? hmm....theres something to think about. will you wait for valentine's day just to tell him/her that you love her? would you wait for val's day just to give her flowers when they are cheaper on any other day? if that is the case then val's day can be any day as long as you love him/her! =)