this is what val does when shes bored!!

pai no mi! have no idea what that means! but then it reads chiyocoreto pai! haha chocolate pie. its yummy!!! my god i had no idea! i found it in my cupboard stashed away in the depths...haha well...lets see the verdict!
well there it is!!! on my stats notes coz i was doing bloody homework at that time! aww aint it cute!
and another angle...this looks like its going to attack sumthing..hmm must be the shadow effect...*yes val is being lame coz she don wana do her stats homework*
see the whole there? hmm must be where they pump the chocolate in!!! yoom' sayin'??? pumpin'!!!! haha im going insane..
mmm *munch*munch* oh i see my name! near the shiney shiney!
well i give it....8 munchies out of 10!!! its real good! go and buy and you will see wad i mean. the puff pastry is just nice and all crunchy and light. the chocolate filling inside is subtle with a bit of crunch from the caramelised sugar on the top! and not too overpowering so you can enjoy the pastry and the chocolate at the same time! and its small so you can pop the whole thing in your mouth and munch while you do other stuff like this...yup!!!

hmm its ranting time...IM SO FREAKING TIRED AND I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT AT ALL!!!!! yes i haven't been sleeping for the past 4 FREAKING NIGHTS!!! wad da hell is wrong with me?!?!??! sigh...maybe i just have too much on my mind now.
im tired...i got back from kendo and i just finished my stats! which is a good thing! im glad and tomoro my fren from stats asked me to go in the morning to the library to do extra exercises...sigh i will probably go and feel nerdy la...but im so tired so i really dono...i shud go!! i will go! haha ok thats settled...well i guess thats all!!! its another triple-shot day of coffee tomoro...see yah!

...

what hurts the most is being so close
and having so much to say...and watching you walk away
and never know when
what could have been
and not saying that loving you
is what i was trying to do...

im holding on for you
i'm fighting for your life
and when your blinded by this jaded world i'ld be your eyes
even if you fall i wont let you break
when all the noise is telling you to run away
run to me

those 3 words are said too much
but not enough...
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world
forget what we're told.
before we get too old
show your garden thats bursting into life
lets waste time chasing cars around our heads...

im open. your closed
where i follow you'll go
i worry i wont see your face
light up again
even the best fall down sometime
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind,
i somehow find that you and i collide...

for once i wana be the car crash
not always just the traffic jam

spring cleaning!

ive been spring cleaning!! and my room looks pretty organised...i used to have a whole wall of pin ups of graffitti and brocures but i took everything off..and now it looks really bare...sigh oh well but its all good ei? a new look for the year. im gona redecorate my room. see if i can move the furniture and stuff like that.

lallala i feel like baking cheeeeeeeeesecake!!!! the one that i saw on the net here! hmm...well yea so yea! i need to do the god damn garden!!! it looks like a jungle i tell you! tourists can come here instead of the botanical gardens ar!!! haha

oh well need to do stats now. so i guess i shall go and be nerdy now!
mmm....cheeeesecake..

I am the egg man...you are the walrus~

i am the egg man...you are the walrus...coo coo ka cho coo coo ka cho! yes! today is the day i baked my lil portugese egg tarts! eeks! scream and feel excited now! haha insane...well it was alright i suppose i ALMOST curdled the egg..god wad a nightmare...but i managed to save it and had a really nice creamy custard texture! so its all good! hee hee lets see...well thats the highlight for the day la...i got the recipe of a girl in my lj...see my eggtart first!
Preparations! all the pastry!
First batch done! aww...don't they look cute!!
they were kinda poofy tho...maybe the heat was too high...but yea...lets have ANOTHER picture!!
a close up! =) enjoy...
i got the recipe from vanessa!! shes from my lj! hee hee
ps comment if you liked it or you can pm me if you are interested in the recipe for it! =) its another cooking day tomoro too!

im soooo tired!!

lets say i started the day with sugar high fruits and a 3-shot soy latte...

my god today was really a loooooong day!! i had tutorial at 10-12 which drove me nuts coz i thought i managed to tackle all the stats questions which turned out to be wrong! and confusing and hair pulling and i almost screamed out loud when the tutor asked me something about the question taht i didn noe how to answer! ARRGH!! but the other tutor was real nice! =) hee hee

then after that i had stats again 1-3 didn have lunch and went for the lecture. and the lecturer was talking about !@#$#@??? i had no idea...well i did get it but i guess i forgot! =P hee hee then i had to rush home and cook dinner which we had fried rice today and we are running out of rice by the way...then i had to change and fly to kendo

well....the original few that started the same time as me were there and it was real great fun! =) and sensei was telling me that he will teach me japanese and i was like yay! haha and when he talked to the other senpai i understood everything!! @__@ haha my japanese skills 1-up!! well i took it slow! since today really felt like summer! i didn wana put my men on! (the helmet thing) coz it was freaking hot!! so i was lazy and no i didn go to war i just trained myself! now i feel so mega manly har har. but the highlight was that i got!!! biscuits! haah er...not really taht amazing but senpai got it for me coz she was in aussie for the holidays! im so happy! hee hee arigatou! kyou kara yoroshiku ne!

aww aren't they adorable? hee hee *chomp*chomp* biscuitey!

do you want to be loved?

♪「ありがとう」と君に言われると なんだか切ない
「さようなら」の後も解けぬ魔法　淡くほど苦い
The flavor of life　The flavor of life　　♪

友達でも恋人でもない中間地点で
収穫の日を夢みてる青いフルーツ
あと一歩が踏み出せないせいで
じれったいの なんのって　baby

♪　repeat　♪

甘いだけの誘い文句　味気のないトーク
そんなものには興味をそそらない
思い通りにいかない時だって
人生、捨てたもんじゃないって

「どうしたの？」と急に聞かれると「ううん、何でもない」
「さようなら」の後に消える笑顔 私らしくない
信じたいと願えば願うほど なんだか切ない
「愛してるよ」よりも「大好き」のほうが君らしいんじゃない？

The flavor of life

忘れかけていた人の香りを　突然、思い出す頃
降り積もる雪の白さをもっと素直に喜びたいよ
ダイヤモンドよりも軟らかくて温かな未来
手にしたいよ　限りある時間を君と過ごしたい

♪　repeat　♪

TRANSLATION
♪When you say "Thank you" to me, it somehow makes me feel a bit pained.
And after you say "Goodbye," that magic that I couldn't escape from is just a fleeting bitterness,
This is the flavour of life. The flavour of life.♪

I dreamt of a harvest day, and picking unripened fruit
In the space between "not quite lovers" and "not quite friends."
And because I couldn't take that one last step forward,
You tell me it's frustrating, baby.

♪　repeat　♪

Sweet empty invitations and dry, flavourless talk -
These sort of things won't ever interest me.
And when things don't go the way you wanted,
You don't just throw your life away.

When you suddenly ask me, "What's wrong?" I just say, "No, it's nothing."
And the way my smile disappears after you say "Goodbye," it isn't like me at all.
Somehow the more I want to believe in you, the more painful it becomes.
Rather than declaring "I am in love with you," wouldn't a simple "I love you" be more like you, after all?

The flavour of life.

The unexpected scent of the person I'd just started to forget, it brings to mind that time...
I want to honestly be happy, more honest than the pure white of piled snow.
I don't want diamonds. I'd rather have a softer, warmer future.
I'd rather spend as much time as I can with you.

♪ repeat ♪

utada hikaru-flavor of life
ps yes its playing on my radioblog right there! on your right

Resolutions of the Year!!

2007...

1. Get a part time job
2. Lose 10 kg
3. Good grades
4. Not skip kendo
5. Cook better
6. ugh...have better fashion sense...
7. Know more people
8. GET A NEW PHONE!!!
9. Be active on the manga site ( i know someone will be happy! =P)
   

Yippee! those are the goals for the year...man...i so want a new phone. no its not so taht i can camwhore like sooooooome people who claim to be the camwhore king...-_-'' haha more like so i can take photos and not look like a freaking tourist on campus! whee~!!

im working on something at home...my table is in a mess and i still have stats homework to do...sigh a days work is never done...














Loads of stuff cramming my desk! makes me feel 'industrious' wait till the final product is done!

O_O shoooooooooooooooku!

welp! you saw it coming and i'm starting to blog again...sigh just thought i might as well for the heck of it. nothing happened today la...i went to the market then it rained...and the house of full of mushrooms! proof is right there!!
lalalala we had cream stew for dinner tonight! it was...not bad la...haha its very easy to cook! =P hee hee i've been busy with the computer and also uploading manga onto joon's site! you can visit it! at! --> this Link! yea! come and see it join it and read more manga!
i still have stats homework to do...cant believe i'm doing stats again...oh well...summer school is alright! well i guess thats all! boring~!...yea this entry is damn boring....except for the amazing mushroom i have there! will find toadstools for you all to see! =Pbluek~!

ps...need a camera phone...what do you think about the nokia n76?or the nokia n93i? dono ei..i really wanted the sony ericsson z610i but someone got it before me already and so i don wana get it no more! >_

i shall be off now! see yah!
ps gota like 'em mushrooms!